So this morning i watched the season finale of Greys Anatomy... which is my favorite show... the one my husband knows never to interrupt me during unless it's while i am fastforwarding thru a commercial.....
Well... All i can say about this episode is "holy fuck!"... And i am not one to curse... But "holy fuck!"... If you saw it, and are as addicted as i am, then you will understand...
The problem i am having now is i can't get it out of my head... I have always made a point of avoiding violent movies, books and/or shows that put me in close personal contact with a murderers thoughts and feelings... It gets too real for me that way, and i cannot handle it.... But this show did just that... I was practically having an anxiety attack while watching it, but i couldn't stop because it's "my show".... I thought i could deal.... Apparently not because i just can't get it out of my head now... I don't know what to do to make it go away... And i know this sounds rediculous, but i am afraid to go to sleep today because i don't want to dream about it....
There are some things i know i can handle... But others... Well, i guess i am not as strong as i thought....