singing....

so lately, i have found myself singing... a lot... in the car, at home, while showering, walking the halls at work....
now, i am known to spontaneously break out into song, so the singing itself is nothing surprising... but i have been doing it more and more, sometimes without even noticing.. and when someone else mentions it, that is when i realise i was singing, humming, whatever... weird.

i would love to join a community chior to continue my singing, but i worry about not being able to go to all the rehearsals and/or concerts because of this schedule i work... that is also why i decided against trying out for community theater again... i would miss so much because of working at night.....

i also decided i really need to find a church to go to and maybe joing the choir there? i mean, i work nights, right?... so i could go to church on sundays... but again, practice is the hard part because of this rotating schedule i work... i'd only be able to go half the time.... i wonder if i should try...

sometimes i wonder if working this schedule that i love affects more of my life than i realise.........